I think I really did overdo it at the gym... My right bicep is insanely sore, not like when you've had a good, successful work out though. If I just lift my arm, it starts to hurt so much. It feels like my muscles are bruised badly, and although I'm sore elsewhere, this doesn't hurt in the same way. Ah, how have I done something stupid already?? It's only my second week at the gym. :(

I'm so angry, I just want to give up on eating, and throw myself into working out as much as possible. Ugh. >.<

I suck at this whole keeping friends thing when it matters the most. :(

Pro Ana

I just made a tumblr again, but I'm keeping it this time.
I was looking through all these photos, and I came across a girl's pro ana blog, and well, to be perfectly honest, it absolutely terrified me. Yes, I know it's in the past now, and I would never go that far again. I could never break my reaffirmed promises... But that I was on my way to being in the same state as these sort of girls/already was... No wonder my friends were so scared for me.

Definitely in need of a break. It seems like suffocating from this happens way too easily.

Bloody idiot. I can't stand you. Everything's going okay, and you just have to start a fight over something stupid. >.<

Definitely enjoyable when telling one person the truth that you think is harmless, results in them getting angry at someone who simply didn't mention it to them... Le sigh.