- First, I would fix certain friendships
- Open his eyes to what he's blind to
- Fast forward to the end of Year 12
- Improve my design skills
- Make sure that she will be happy
- Get both of them to talk to me again
- Maybe make him care about me again
- Build my self confidence
- Stop all the fights and arguments
- Make a difference in someone's life
- Have enough money to help people in need
- Make myself better again... I can't even go to school when I want to :(
Wow, farmer wants a wife... >.< What a stupid show... Trying to set up a 'happily ever after'. I don't understand shows like that. It seems so stupid and pointless... Might just be because I'm sick and sort of merr aofsdifdh but it just makes me kinda annoyed. :S
I hope I can be back at school tomorrow. I really wanted to go this morning, but I sounded like an old man or something... :/ That can't be normal. Not entirely sure if feeling like everything is tilting or like I'm about to fall over randomly is normal either... :S I don't know... I just want to be better again, so I can see people and not fall behind with school work.
Oh, and Lollipop, what I forgot to mention in my last blog is that you've helped make me the person I am today. Thank you. :)
Uhm okay... I don't think I will ever understand you. Any one want to volunteer to protect me? /Sigh. If only I could shield myself from feelings sometimes... like right now. Ugh.
