'I just thought you should know that I love you stacks and think that you're rather amazing (:
xo'
Sometimes the smallest things can make everything seem so much brighter... but then again it works the opposite way too. I hate how some people make a massive fuss over stupid problems when they are nothing compared to what some people are going through; physically and mentally. I should really be starting my powerpoint which is due at 12 tonight, but blogging seemed like a much better idea, so I'd thought I'd just do that instead. Definitely a bad decision but oh well, concentrating on school work with my head full of thoughts just doesn't seem to work out for me.
Just seeing you in the library today while I was there for a whole double made me miss you so much more again, oh yay. :( I'll admit I'm starting to miss you a little less but even so, I have so many regrets when it comes to you, although I don't regret being with you in the first place. I was so young and stupid back then and if only I had thought everything through better... I always think that and then I realise that it wasn't even because of that that our friendship ended up being destroyed... Grah, I just always think that I could have done everything better and tried so much harder and made a massive difference... :S I even dreamt about you not that long ago, stupid though. The possibility that we could become friends again and yeah... even go to formal together? Hah, I hate my imagination/dreams.
On a happier note, being able to talk to Lollipop for just a few minutes this evening did make me smile. I love you <3
