You make me sad. Why can't you just do what you said you would? or maybe you just want me to know that you don't care about catching up any more... :(
Also, she's being horrible to him even though he did nothing, and it's making me feel even sadder. Argh, why are people so stupid and horrible???!?! /Gets angry face on. Merrr :( Oh and now I'm worried that he's getting his hopes up way too high, about her still wanting to be friends aoyrfhsdyugsdfjkh
I miss you... I just miss you... I can't even explain it... I don't know... I guess you were one of them that I felt the most comfortable around... I was never nervous about texting you or wanting to talk to you... I never worried that you might find me annoying or my worries stupid or that you might judge me or anything like that...
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Saturday, December 11, 2010
Thursday, November 4, 2010
This is insane. I woke up this morning and was like everything seems so much better in the morning... but you're all depressed again. I've noticed that as much as I encourage and tell you not to focus on all the negative things, your mood just drags me down, a lot further than I ever expected. I can't not be affected by your feelings because I care about you so much and I have to say that I definitely prefer you venting than keeping everything bottled up inside, although I prefer not to talk to any one, because I personally don't want to drag any one else down, but I prefer you dragging me down if it helps you. In all seriousness though, when I talk to you these days, when I listen to how negative you are, it's like waves of sadness just continually sweep through me. I can't just not be there for you... I have to help you somehow. I understand though, I really do. I understand the feeling of wanting that one person who will always love you no matter what, who will always be there for you and not judge you, who will always be there to listen to you, to try and make you feel better, someone who will be by your side for life.