klfhsdif just wanna curl up in a corner and shut everything out somehow. :/

I have this odd feeling that I still care about you too much. :S

I'm really curious as to whether you feel bad because of what you said to me... Guess I'll never know though. Ah well, I guess it doesn't even matter that much. I have some of the most amazing friends in the world, so whether we stay friends or not won't stop me from being happy.

You make absolutely no sense... You're acting as if nothing even happened. :|

Bloody hell. How could I have ever been that stupid?!!? I'm so angry with myself... Why did I ever believe you/that things would work out?

I have no idea what I'm doing...

Wish I knew exactly what to do, step by step.

gfdgsdfuisdyfguy I'm not sure how to feel at the moment... :S At least I'm not so emotional now, and I was able to catch up with a friend today who I hadn't talked to for a while, so that was good. :)

Far out... everything's making me cry tonight. asdfhif

I really want to talk to you again... but I shouldn't... It'll just make things so much harder... :(

agrweuarzfsdyubvf I wish you would just stop.

I hate this... I feel like saying I can't do this, but I know I can and should, no matter how much I dislike it... :(

dfykgsdyufhsdiufysdyugfwerui I have nooo idea what to do.

Wow... You've changed... Fairly quickly too... Can't say I expected that. :S

Every time I start to write a blog post, everything I was planning on saying just kinda disappears beyond my reach... I'm not always entirely sure how to feel any more... There are so many things that make me happy at the moment, and then there are others that just ruin my mood completely. :S