You're amazing.

Thank you for deciding to cheer me up every night and making sure that I don't end up being upset every time. That means so much. I'm still surprised that you're actually going to do this every night. You even set an alarm on your phone so that you don't forget, and it's already helped a lot, even just the last two nights. It's lovely receiving an encouraging message regularly and knowing that there is someone thinking of me each night and showing how much they care. I love you so much.

I wish I was stronger.

I wish I was strong enough to control my temper, but once something angers me, I find it so hard to stop yelling, screaming and in general, being a bitch. I don't just wish I was stronger, but I need to be stronger. If I don't become stronger and learn to let go of my anger, I know with a certainty that I am just going to screw everything up so much more.

On a completely different note, I'm considering deleting my blog. I'm just not so sure that it's a good idea for me to write certain things on here and well, I haven't written all my feelings out at times when I felt like it because I'm not too keen on sounding like I constantly complain, and when I get upset, which is most nights, I tend to over think things and probably stretch some out of proportion. :S