It makes me sad that I haven't seen the majority of my relatives for almost five years now, especially seeing all the photos that my cousin just uploaded, and everyone looks completely different. I wish I didn't have to miss out on seeing them grow up, like this. I don't even know any of them any more, except my oldest cousin. I know I said it in my last post, but I can't even begin to explain how much I wish I was with them right now, along with my mum.

So I've kind of become good friends with my cousin over the past year or so through facebook, and I want to see him again. It's been almost five years, and I have no idea when I'll get the chance to go back to India to see him. I actually really miss him and I'm so jealous because I'm not over there too...

My cousin's the cutest. :) <3

Actually was able to talk to my cousin on chat for the first time in ages tonight. Good timing too, turns out it's his birthday tomorrow/now and I'd completely forgotten. D: It was actually lovely just being able to talk to him though, /happiness <3

Why the hell is she always the one in the right? I just want to get away. I need to get away from this.

I don't even want to see your face.

Well, that wasn't predictable at all...

I don't even know you. Seriously, no need for you to try and hit on younger girls online. -____-

Stupidest decision of my life. Never doing that again.

It's okay to be me, right?

'Cause sometimes, a lot of the time these days, being me seems like a bad thing.

I'm not exactly unhappy though... just needed to get my thoughts written down somewhere.

Screw you.

Time to give up on you soon? I think yes.
>.<

'Sif. You're literally saying the exact same things to her... -____- I mean it doesn't affect me anymore, but could you get any more idiotic?

I hate it when you randomly say things like that. It makes things seem weird. We're just friends, and you're just not supposed to say stuff like that. -shudders- I don't know what to think anymore. :S Earlier, I just thought you know, you were being you, making jokes and such, but this is just getting too weird.

Screw everything. I don't want to exist any more,.

I'm so sick of you never replying to me... Yet I still keep thinking too highly of you. >.<