It's so weird looking back at how things were, just a year and a half ago, and how you two have switched roles, but to the extreme, I suppose... I think it's good though, but it just, I don't even know how to explain it, but it just seems like the strangest thing.

I wish they had cared, at least a little bit.

It's not worth at, at least not for me, not yet.

I'm not even good at anything any more. Everything's so frustrating at the moment and I can't even draw to help myself relax and stop thinking so much that it hurts...

99% certain I don't have a chance. But oh well, not the most important thing in life.

Getting along is never going to work as long as we're in the same house.

:'c

I shouldn't care so much, but oh man, I really really hope I have a chance...

I can't, I just cannot do this. I need a new life, I want to start over, completely on my own. No family, nothing.