Pro Ana

I just made a tumblr again, but I'm keeping it this time.
I was looking through all these photos, and I came across a girl's pro ana blog, and well, to be perfectly honest, it absolutely terrified me. Yes, I know it's in the past now, and I would never go that far again. I could never break my reaffirmed promises... But that I was on my way to being in the same state as these sort of girls/already was... No wonder my friends were so scared for me.

Definitely in need of a break. It seems like suffocating from this happens way too easily.

Bloody idiot. I can't stand you. Everything's going okay, and you just have to start a fight over something stupid. >.<

Definitely enjoyable when telling one person the truth that you think is harmless, results in them getting angry at someone who simply didn't mention it to them... Le sigh.

Gotta love feeling completely alone.

It makes me sad that I haven't seen the majority of my relatives for almost five years now, especially seeing all the photos that my cousin just uploaded, and everyone looks completely different. I wish I didn't have to miss out on seeing them grow up, like this. I don't even know any of them any more, except my oldest cousin. I know I said it in my last post, but I can't even begin to explain how much I wish I was with them right now, along with my mum.

So I've kind of become good friends with my cousin over the past year or so through facebook, and I want to see him again. It's been almost five years, and I have no idea when I'll get the chance to go back to India to see him. I actually really miss him and I'm so jealous because I'm not over there too...

My cousin's the cutest. :) <3