You brighten up my nights.

Thank you, again. Even the simplest things you say to me, they improve my nights, and make things seem that little bit brighter. I never ever want to lose you. <3

I love how you say you care only once I've said something, but otherwise you don't even try to keep in touch with me. >.< What even is the point of a pretty much one sided friendship?

Today's been decent so far... Yes, there were a couple of fights like usual, but I didn't make a big deal out of something stupid or get fired up easily at all... But now I just feel like a rag doll being tossed about in an ocean while there is a storm raging. I feel little, lost and alone once more. I feel like I'm just going to fall apart again, any second. I want to be surrounded by my friends again. It made me feel happier.

I still don't feel like I'll ever be close to a guy again... I don't understand you either. You seem to get mad or upset with me just because I say that I might not talk to you till the next time I actually see you, like at valedictory tomorrow evening. Is it such a big deal that I might not want to bother going on facebook for a few days? It's not like you don't have other friends that you can talk to when you're not talking to me. You don't NEED to talk to me constantly or anything. What they said has kinda been playing on my mind... I don't know if you made some stuff up and if you did, making me think that I made you hurt yourself, that's... that's just too much. Gah, I don't understand people. :S

You're amazing.

Thank you for deciding to cheer me up every night and making sure that I don't end up being upset every time. That means so much. I'm still surprised that you're actually going to do this every night. You even set an alarm on your phone so that you don't forget, and it's already helped a lot, even just the last two nights. It's lovely receiving an encouraging message regularly and knowing that there is someone thinking of me each night and showing how much they care. I love you so much.

I can't even express just how much I miss having a guy best friend... and I still miss you...

I hate being back home. Everything's already crap again. I feel like punching a wall. I'd definitely prefer to be back in Mount Barker being eaten alive by mosquitoes and with some people having stupid fights. I hate this so much. I wish I could just escape from everything, just like that...

:) :(

Camping was amazing, interesting, confusing, a bit tense at times, crazy, amusing, a little bit scary and overall a wonderful experience. :) I might go in to it in more detail when I'm less tired, but I just want to say that I love everyone who went and that I am so glad I was able to get to know some people better. :D <3

I was glad when I got home, but I'm not any more, as predicted. I knew I would miss being surrounded by my friends and always having someone to talk to, but even so... /sigh. We've already argued since I came home. :(