'seems i’ve crossed a line again
for being nothing more than who i am'


Can relate way too well to this right now. :(

Fml. The past few weeks have possibly been the worst in a long long time. Le sigh.

I know it's stupid, but I don't want to stop.

I feel like shutting everyone out too; I just feel like curling up in a corner somewhere away from the entire world.

Of course you cancel after suggesting we hang out. I shouldn't have expected anything. Then I wouldn't have been disappointed.

I think I really did overdo it at the gym... My right bicep is insanely sore, not like when you've had a good, successful work out though. If I just lift my arm, it starts to hurt so much. It feels like my muscles are bruised badly, and although I'm sore elsewhere, this doesn't hurt in the same way. Ah, how have I done something stupid already?? It's only my second week at the gym. :(

I'm so angry, I just want to give up on eating, and throw myself into working out as much as possible. Ugh. >.<

I suck at this whole keeping friends thing when it matters the most. :(